Before the dream, there was this: I was laying down on Casey’s mountain, and while I was still awake, a cold, heavy feeling crawled up my body and sat on my head and shoulder, and made strange noises in my ear for probably 30 seconds to a minute. It felt just like when Casey would crawl up on me, only really cold. The noises were quiet and I can’t really describe how they sounded. My eyes were closed when this happened and I kept them closed and tried not to shiver because I wanted the feeling to last as long as possible.<\/p>\n
Now the dream. Casey came back like she was able to say goodbye for afew minutes. I rubbed and played with her- I could even smell her. I threw her toy into the hallway, but not far. I didn’t want her to go out of my sight. The folding door to the kitchen was not against the wall, and she ran behind that and was gone. I ran to look in the back yard, and she was hopping around- it looked like the terror dog in Ghostbusters, the way she moved. Then she hopped into a treebranch. I could still make out her face in the end of the branch.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Before the dream, there was this: I was laying down on Casey’s mountain, and while I was still awake, a cold, heavy feeling crawled up my body and sat on my head and shoulder, and made strange noises in my ear for probably 30 seconds to a minute. It felt just like when Casey would … <\/p>\n