At first I had a long, emotional, depressing dream. I joined the army or something because of my depression about Casey. There were constant thoughts going through my mind, I never spoke to anyone but myself. After a long period of this, I woke up in my dream to JoAnn and Jessica talking about what I had been dreaming and being mildly concerned and confused. They let me sleep. After I “fell back asleep”, I was for some reason drinking a can of Coke and several cans of Diet Pepsi during the day. I nearly collapsed due to lack of energy. I got back to my bed at home, which was in a position along the left wall as it was several years ago and passed out on it. As I was dreaming there, people from my message boards were telling me why I was so drained. The Coke and Diet Pepsis actually draining me more than just one coke or just diet pepsi alone. My father came in and woke me up, telling me I had to get ready for school, and I saw Tym on the couch behind my bed. He offered me some chips or something which I turned down- I wasn’t at all hungry. I was then at some candy convention, where a guy was explaining the difference about sugar sugar and diet sugar, and how much better real sugar tasted. He put his face into a giant case of sugar to take a bite. I looked around for some small computer type thing, not a pda- but I forget what, and then my father came in and woke me up again, and I woke up.
Goddamn I'm amazing.